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    妈妈说：你总是写那么悲伤的东西。

    我说，我的世界里没有快乐，我所谓的快乐是虚伪和做作的结合，

    快乐对我来说是精神上短暂的麻醉，

    而过了，我依旧沉浸在属于我的悲伤丛林中，

    这片林子虽不见天日，阴阴郁郁一切都死般的静，

    但这是我的乐土，我将自己的心锁在这个地方，没有人打开这个锁，

    没有人可以打开我宁愿将锁抛人大海，让它沉入底，

    也不要任何人打开他了解我，这个世界上的我，是一个人的，

    我独来独往，一个人上学一个人回家，经常在路上遇到一些人，我们擦肩而过，

    我们行同莫路，我不屑于对他们看任何一眼，陌生的人，我为什么要理，

    有时候，我漠视着那些人的目光，我蔑视，怒视，轻视，鄙视

    他们流露出的愤恨，惊讶，不解，甚至有时有人的有点恐惧

    让我顷刻间的感到一种诡秘的快乐，那感觉是一个小湖的粼粼波光，湖水是血色看得你眨不开眼睛，

    我的独自，注定不会有人关心我，我一个人的时候我是最快乐的，而往往这是短暂的，

    我一个人静静的坐着，坐在班里最不起眼的角落，看着天花板那耀眼的白色，

    一见钟情的祸水全文阅读

    看看着眼睛被刺痛了，

    转眼一望外面打闹喊叫的同学，竟落了泪，

    那泪叫孤独还是失落，是迷茫或者惆怅，也许忧伤很多也许那是连我自己都不知，

    我不知为什么落泪，但是当泪痕流在我脸上它带着我的悲伤缓缓从我体内流出，

    泪打湿了睫毛，沁满了眼眶，脸睱上的泪落下有又积聚，我释然了，解脱了，

    泪带走了我的苦，我哭了，

    我只会在无人的角落里，蜷缩着瑟瑟得抖着，

    让积压的泪从我眼眶中恣意流淌

    让它带走我的一切

    让泪来洗涤我无法理解的心灵

    当泪流干了，我的心枯萎了，

    我回到那个我所谓假的世界里，做那个假的我

    这一切都是必然的，你改变不了什么，我亦改变不了什么

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